1 am - Finish downloading cage.rm and writing cds and getting absolutely furious at Streamload. Sleep. Now. Very lonely feeling. Dive under all the blankets for comfort.

Later - Hear my door open and close. Wish it was Kyo coming in to give me a hug. It’s not. Back to sleep and stupid dreams.

Later (sun is sorta up) - Feel something on my legs. Open eyes. It’s a fuzzy orange something. Orange. Orange = cat. Close eyes.

Hour later - Sort wake up. Smell something funky. Not my morning breath -- this one smells like Friskies and squirrel innards. Sniff sniff. Yup, Friskies. Open eyes. Cat has now taken up residence on my second pillow that I keep as an invitation. Bleh. Rub eyes, stumble out of bed and into Donna’s room. en route to bathroom.

Donna: Isn’t it early for you?

Me: [stumble over to bed side, grab clock and thrust it three inches away from my face. Ahhh, NOW the numbers come into focus. 8:17] YES [lurches to bathroom to put in contacts so I don’t trip over any more chairs.

Brush teeth. Consider brushing the cat’s teeth. Suddenly remember what happened the LAST time I tried that, and think better of it. Remember the Cheerios we bought yesterday and smile. Yuck, toothpaste drool. spit rinse scrub towelface. Grab sweatshirt, head for computer. Fall over the chair thats blocking the dining room from the computer room (we put chair barricades up to keep Donnas dog Kramer from wandering too much)

Second, My Yesterday

Yesterday, now that I can type coherently due to the vast ammounts of sugar I inhaled between writing the first part and this (I also singing “whatever” by Ayumi Hamasaki which I downloaded last night too mwahahahahaha oh god Cage is sooooo cool!! Totchi is now my god. Along with Yoshiki, of course. But still!) part should be much more readable and shuu-ish.

Whoa. I just did a double take. on the back of the Cheerios box it says in uuber big letters “CHLORESTEROL” (or however that is spelled) and I seriously thought it said “CHILD MOLESTERS” on a cereal box. Oh my...

Anyways, yesterday I had the distinct pleasure of going to Woodbury to patronize Target, where I made a blatant fool of myself. But I had just about the best time shopping that I’ve had in a while. For starters I was wearing this long white ruffle-bottom skirt over pale blue jeans and my school quasi-platforms, with my ruffly white shirt and my hair all pigtailed and curly and weird. Heh. Second, I flew around Target collecting cool stuff and talking to myself. I’m pretty sure I saw too chicks from school, at least they looked really familiar and were nodding and smirking in my directing, which actually improved my mood. Oh yes, school year is going to be grand.

I FINALLY found blue mana-makeup THANK GOD and got some blue eyeliner which shall be converted to lipliner, plus I got ( and this is the fun part) SOCKS!!! I HAVE SOCKS!! GO ME!!

I know it sounds really pathetic, but I seriously enjoyed getting socks. I felt all special getting socks. I also got this reallly uuber cool silver rose necklace that kinda looks like the rose from Utena, and I just about freaked out when I saw it and HAD to have it. I also got white tanktops (everything I bought was white but the make up -- uniform scariness, ne? ^____^) and a bra -- did you guys know that I barely have an A cup? I mean, I don’t even. And once again you think this particle of info would make me feel depressed, but NO!! wrong!!!

See, I decided that besides being an english teacher, I wanna join a jrock band -- as a guy. Who dresses as a girl. So everybody will THINK I’m really a guy dressed as a girl, but I’m REALLY a girl dressed as a guy dressed as a girl. And nobody but the band would know that I was REALLY a chick. And that just wouldn’t work out if I had boobs to contend with. Bwahahahaah. My evil plan is working.

OFF TO THE DIRU THAI MESSAGE BOARD TO LOOT AND PILLAGE!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!

Oh my god!! and I started downloading the MIZERABLE pv and Mimi you were right it looks JUST LIKE the chili peppers video for....oh crap...i TOTALLY FORGOT WHAT SONG IT’S FOR!!! SHIIIIIT!! oh well for those of you who don’t know gackt, it’s the video where all the (peppers) band members have these colored floaty outfits on and they’re wandering all over these rocks. I wanna say Californiacation, but I thought that was the video game one ANYWAYS...yeah.

-shuu, over and out

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This is the way we skip and skip, lalala, lalala -

THE JUSTICE HOLE; STANDBY FOR SUPER CREDITS -

mumble mice of the fourth planet -

I am the person pouring my beer into your bunny slippers -