talked for 2 hours with rob last night, wound up feeling depressed and worn out by the end. found out nothing about him, found out i'm a very non-productive person. got angry and spent all day today drawing with colored pencils, felt better.

finally figured out how to pause and resume downloads, am now spending all my time on one damn download. hahahahhaa. also finally put French Kiss on this computer so now I can play paperdolls all damn day long. instead of doing my beowulf poem or my physics research on procking pluto.

i've also been watching an extreme ammount of Fresh Prince. it's procking scary, but for some reason it's addicting. woot. go 80s fashions. [yawn] but damn it all...

so tomorrow me and mimi get to go see Texas Chainsaw Massacre. And when I say "get to see", what I really mean is "go against my better judgement because i know it will keep me up all night and i'll never get any homework done and look like an extra from "night of the living dead" for the next three days, not that i don't already".

ugh, plus i read this horrible horrible fanfic...i mean, it was a really really good fanfic because it made me feel something other than total disgruntlement at the fact that i'm single....actually, this fanfic made me feel rage, ill, and fully disturbed for the entire day...but it was really unnerving and I didn't see any of it coming and it was well written...yet still, it was just as disturbing if not more than the skullfuck fic. and I mean that when I say that.

anywhodlydo, I keep reading these stupid thigns...i realy should stop. actually, i say that a lot..

hahahaha, will's aunt is marrying a white guy. now, who didn't see that one coming after they spent the entire first 10 minutes introducing the entire [black] extended family? mwahahahaha. the sad thing is that since all these are new to me even though they are reruns, i actually sit through the bad late-night commercials just to see how the episode ends. i think becoming a tv junkie is a bad thing, but this late at night what are my options? prostitution? hahahahahaha, right.

peggy wound up cutting my hair today...i didn't really want her to, but she said i just needed it trimmed, plus i LOVE having people play with my hair

"i'm sorry, did i say white? i meant *tall*" ooooh it's sad when this show makes me laughs my butt off.

she got all disgruntley at me because of what i did to thin my hair [zlorch with the electric razor] but what the hell, she brushed my hair and played with it, and hey, i like it when people do that.

hee hee. stevie wonder.

rob says i multi-task too much and thats bad and thats why i'm so stressed out even when i'm reclining on the bed in my most comfy clothes with a movie and a computer. he says ditch the computer and just relax. he says i should do yoga [laughs] the thing is, i actually have my mom's old yoga tape around somewhere. bwahahahahahaahahahahahaha, i should learn yoga just for the hell of it [dies laughing] oh....i'm tired. more paper dolls and that 70s show...yum

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